And if it's not a big deal, why is it a frickin secret?
Thank you.
No, you don't have to tell me anything at all.
It's better to not know anything than knowing only a little.
Again, Thank you.
And when I have a secret, why the hell did you have to tell it to someone else?
There's a reason why i said 'She doesn't know it.'
If it's my secret, why the hell did YOU tell it? I'll tell whoever i want to, and it's my right to tell.
Thank you, Very Much.
You see, i pulled that off to see how you'd react.
One, just expects a 'You've been pUNK'D!'
And i ruined the other's day and but she texted me.
non of you cried. if you know you're going to lose someone, very soon, wouldn't you cry?
why is it that i always remind myself of how worthless i am to all of you by trying to prove to MYSELF that i'm worth at least SOMETHING.... to my FRIENDS.
Oh my God, I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
I still remember, KLCC, 16th December, Your Day.
In front of the shop with the spinning thingy.
I made you pinky swear promise to me that you will not tell a soul.
You will not tell HER especially. That if i ever hear it from someone else's mouth, or if SHE confronted me with what i told YOU, because i only told YOU because i TRUSTED you, i will not talk to you ever again.
And when i said i'm not talking to you, YOU ASKED WHY?
heck, even SHE said YOU told HER. Fuck you.
It's hard not to have a FRIEND that knows what goes on with you and you can just say ANYTHING AT ALL and that FRIEND would understand.
It's hard not to have a FRIEND that you can talk to, and also keep your SECRET.
I thought I knew who you were,
I see now you were a lesson to learn,
All I am to you know, is a bridge that's been burnt.
I made you part of my MUSICAL DREAM,
And your thanks to me, Came without an apology.
Don't say you're sorry, cause I'm not gonna listen.
But I am breaking badly.
Again, Thank you. but please remember, i could always go earlier than next month or next week, or even tomorrow..
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