Unfair!

I read my previous blogs.
About 3/4 from this one.
I'm being unfair.
I keep talking about Hazel Man.
And i realized one thing.
Budak lagi satu tu pun ada his features jugak.

Aish, susah lah macam ni.
I need to express my feelings, and I don't know how to.
I can put it into words, but i can't write a song.
If i put it here, he'll know.
I think he knows already.
Oh Yeah, Thank you, Izyan, for posting THE LETTER without my acknowledgement.
But what's happened has happened.
And somehow i can't stay mad at you for more than 10 minutes, so what the heck.
I love you too much.
Damn.

Yeah. His eyes are like.
The sun is always shining into those eyes.
His hair. Oh those curls!!
Hazel has straight hair. i think. ntahlah, i've only seen him with short hair.
His smile, so budak kecik.
With that signature teeth of his.
kinda like me.
big bucktooth. but not him, his front teeth are different.
recognizable but different.
he's got a nice voice.
i can always hear him call my name when i'm alone in a very quiet place.
eg: waiting for Cikgu Lan to explain the answers and i don't have a single friend to talk to.
yeaah.
he's like, a tad taller than i am.
his lips are..different. cute different.
and i'm like yeaah.

He's too nice for me.
But i don't know.
I actually..
love him.

ISH, SUSAH LAH.
HE'S GONNA READ THIS.
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M STILL POSTING THIS.

MY F.
I'M SO STUPID.
WHEN WILL I EVER LEARN?

Hope this doesn't change a thing, unless it's for the better, for both me and him.
STUPID STUPID STUPID.
DON'T POST THIS THING, GOD DAMN IT!!!