okay, i'm bored.
it's friday morning.
i woke up at 8.07am.
Checked my phone.
no texts, nor missed calls.
D:
Get up, go to bathroom.
Daddy: Tolong ambikkan air putih.
...
Daddy: Awak nak pergi mane?
Me: [suare mamai and mcm budak kecik] toilet...
Daddy: Oh, pergi dulu. pergi dulu.
Me: Takpela. Air ayah dulu.
[pouring, pouring..] "Oh crap, now i reallllyy gotta go."
Yeah, everything went well.
been having nightmares since yesterday night.
1) everyone was ignoring me.
everyone was confused.
my mom locked me outta the house.
and there were wolves coming to get me..??
i woke up sweating, and plain confused.
2) i forgot last night's nightmare,
but i woke up feeling sad.
oh . wait . this is a very sad dream. and kinda weird.
I went to izyan's house.
Night time
Wearing baju kurung, tudung.
Everyone in her family was there too.
Baju kurung and tudung. Baju melayu.
Suraya, Khatijah, Afiq, Atiqah, Afieqah, Izzat and some other people were there. [banyak sangat]
But i only made contact with Afiq, since he came late as well.
The others were already bersila-ing in the living room.
afiq: Have you been crying?
me: . . . . .
afiq: your eyes are swollen.
me: well, it's not fun.. losing your best friend.
[then i realize..Izyan died]
Everything was going smoothly. izyan's mom had a tissue all crumpled up in her hand.
Then, i ran to the swing all the way from her house.
And as usual, i wore jeans inside. [HAHA]
I sat on the swing. Cried my eyeballs out.
Then, suraya came. with afiq.
It was pure silence.
5 minutes passed. Suraya patted my back.
"Want cake?"
I was like, what? They serve cakes? I want some!!!
Then i woke up. Terkejut gile2. Then i cried for 5 minutes.
D:
IZYAN DON'T DIE!
I always thought i'd go first, though.
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