Sunshine & Aviators

I wonder why it's karang. Why isn't it just pusat?

I saw fina alya and shamira today.
Thank you guys.

Alya, were you malas or are you just a plain asshole.
Shamira, i don't know what to say to you, cause actually, i don't care if u go out without me.
Fina, thank you for being my best friend. Thanks for not needing me, for calling me a loser, for giving me that fucking special quote.

"Technically i'm not tagging along cause i wasn't even invited."

Terase tak? Didn't you guys get it when i looked away after saying 'hi'?
Kenape menyebok?

You know, i don't know what you guys could probably do there apart from the necklaces and stuff.
But most of them are lame and. well, expensive. :D

Well, i know you guys are lame.
You know what, i don't even give a damn right now.
I gave a damn right there, that very spot you said hi.

Just recovering from problems with my dad and you guys showed up.
Thank you so much.
I don't give a damn if you're reading this cause i know you don't give a damn as well.

Everything you want, you don't get.
Everything i don't want, i get.

I got to see all of you today. You think i wanted it?
I looked away pon nak waste time ke?

No i don't have true happiness in life. BECAUSE OF YOU!
You just get everything everyone could possibly want because you take it away from others and make it your own.

NOW THAT'S a brilliant line.

Akak: So sekarang awak geng dengan siape?
Me: Ntah.

Tears. Adam. Friends.

I regret telling you everything i did. You guys sometimes make such a big deal out of it, it just.. turns to NOT-A-BIG-DEAL anymore.

But it's okay, i have personal things left.
I have the boys.
The ones i like and don't know i exist.
The ones who are close to me.
The ones who like me. There are 4 <33
The one who i like and doesn't know it.
The one who i just hang out with by saying hi.
And there's..a girl.
Make that girls.

I have suraya, i have shazziera.
They have their own friends, but heck, i can be alone.
I can study when u guys are going out losing urselves in the crowd.

Mak: It's okay, it's apart of growing up, Jainibah. I experienced the same thing.

Ma, thank you. Omigod how am i going to survive school.
Ha, yeah, next year cbn. In the mean time, 7 months. Unf.
Nasib lah. I'll talk to suraya.

Mak: Buat la geng baru. Suraya ade.

Mom, at this age, everyone has their own friends. and i'm the lucky loser who lost all of them. The one who's still so stupid that she couldn't see what kind of people are her friends.

Sorry i've been a burden to all of you.