Tenet.

Have you ever had that feeling?
Jealousy, i mean.

When people say, it was the best feeling ever and the only best feeling you can ever think about is having another chocolate sundae after a long sunny day?

Well, be jealous of me now.
Apart from the dreams i had, this is the best feeling i have ever had in my life.

When i see his face, everytime, i tend to stutter.
The words seem to get out of my head and it'll be filled with the details of his physical appearance.

When i see his face in the crowd, i tend to giggle.
When someone tell me 'look, there he is.' I tend to giggle.

When i'm not saying anything, just thinking and possibly even dreaming way far beyond reality,
off to my own world where my dreams come true and satisfaction is never impossible to achieve,
then i spot his face, everything stops.
Everything seemed to have disappeared.
All the details of the important things in my life, simply, gone.

And at that very moment, my whole body freezes.
But in the same time, my back bone starts to tingle.
My legs buckle, my hands starts shaking.
But everything froze. How can it be?

Before i sleep, i don't think of you, cause if i do, i can't sleep.
But somehow when i close me eyes, all i see is your face. Smilling at me.
Then it gives me stomach ache.
Lucky i don't dream about you, or else my sanity would also be simply, gone.

Hope i'll see you as often as i see you this year, next year.
Don't go so quickly. At least be friends with me first and stay in contact.

But if you have to go, and we're still not friends,
I'm going to enjoy every moment i get to see your face.

[Don't worry, I won't stalk you.] Or will i?