Everytime I See Your Face, My Heart Smiles

For two girls who LOVES the SAME JONAS, we LIKE different REALITY GUYS.

25th February, I LET A GUY KNOW WHO MY CRUSH IS WITHOUT ANY OTHER INTENSIONS.
The last time THAT happened, i knew he couldn't keep a secret that's why i told him figuring that he'd tell the dude that i liked that i liked him! hmm, complicated? Not so.

I didn't join anything in sports day. But my mom said Next year, join everything possible. Words of wisdom from my mother, the best way to get me hyped. Love you, mommy.

Red got 3rd place. Oh well, it ain't over till the fat lady sings. Apparently, it was over when our principal gave a surprisingly short speech...
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Hey youuu. I like youuu. You're cuuuute. You have nice leeeegs. Your forearm are so, veiny? Your nose makes you look cuuuter. Your hair is adoorable. Your eyes are beautifulll. People say you look like you wanna kill someone 24/7 but don't worry, i have a family load of people like that. You're beautiful. The most beautiful i've ever seen in less than 100 mile radius in my life. You got me giggling like i've never giggled before. But you made me cry in front of my mom. I like you more now.

Afiq Kay. Afiq Williams. Potato. Tina. Purple Hair. Gay Dude. Kwee Kia.
Thanks for being my gay friend yesterday. I could always count on you for a gay perspective, point of view and attitude.

Me: So, before i went home i had a perfect spot 2 c 'him'. I was thinking, mak dah smpi, but boleh tgk die elok je kat sini. Then, i cried in the car. 'pedep push'

Afiq: Cried? DUDE WHAT HAPPENED?!

Me: Well, i told my mom about him. And my voice started shaking, and the next thing i knew, water was coming down my cheeks and i was sucking snot in my nostrils.

Afiq: but he doesn't know you or he hurt your feelings?? apa u bgtau kat ur mom?

Me: he doesn't know me. i just told my mom, ade budak comel dekat gate depan. and i told her what i told you yang boleh nmpk tu. then my voice started shaking then i started crying. i don't know why?

afiq: haha thats just super weird

me:i know! gosh, canu be my gay friend for a while? OMIGOOOOD HE IS FINE!

afiq:sure. i know rytteee. omigod his legs!! like super muscular n white-ish n no scar and all dat xD

me:omigod, like I - KNOW! ooh that little stud muffin walkin on pretty legs. rawr! hidung je slack. even so i think it makes him cuterr!!

afiq:omigod, i can't believer this is how you react when ur in looove :p aah like nick pye hidung mcm i. mancung. haha

me: im not in looove. it's just a crush. a realy big major leg lovin crush! wooh! my mom just told me i was smiling alone just now. hehe. perasan. nick punye hidung lagi comel.

afiq: r u sayin i have a cute nose? (blushing =3)

me: well, a bit, suree, why not. cuty puhtooty. hehe. elok2! nnt yeen maaraaaah.

Thank you. :D

Hmm, i couldn't sleep the night before because everytime i close my eyes, i see your face.
I got stomach ache all night and morning thinking about you.
When i see your face, my heart smiles.
It's sad sometimes cause i can't get close to you.
But it feels so good that it hurts sometimes.

Pa'an came up to afiq who was sitting right next to me. I was silently saying to myself. OH, CUTE GUY COMING!
Then he said another cute guy's name. AH! CUTER GUY!!!!!
Im giggling again!!
Gosh, haven't felt this way in a wrong time. Hmm, im liking this.