Sunday, August 23, 2009

Crying. During Sahur.

i hate myself for saying "kejap je la. nanti bangun la balik."

i hate myself for not washing my face, and it's the basic habit of waking up!

i hate myself, for missing the live chat. + they didn't say anything about the next chat, WHY?!?!?!

im sorry boys. but i was really looking forward to this one, in my head i was thinking

"ill ask them if they're gonna come to malaysia."

"please let this be the funny live chat. i always miss the funny ones."

"im gonna say love quotes and see if they could say -wow, that's special, i love our fans.-"

"im gonna ask joe to rap me a birthday rap"

"I GET TO SEE THEM AGAIN!"

yesyes, my hopes were high. my hopes were climbing of the mountains of my shoulders. 2 songs in 1 eh?

why tuxedo, why?! why'd u have to be so cute, that i HAVE to cradle u in my arms at 3.50AM, and u HAD to be lying on kak athi's bed which is super duper comfy. why?!?!?!

yes, i slept in, woke up 4.50

then i cried, i couldn't hold it in. im sorry. im turning into james mcavoy in wanted with all the sorry[s].

wow, i missed it, another death disappointment?

im going emo.

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