You are only human

First of all, i don't get why people can get so bitchy for no absolute reason.

I am writing this, because a certain toothpick, went all bitchmode and didn't even look at me when i greeted her.

i'm sorry, did i pass out for 5 minutes, and did something bad to you that i don't remember?

What's your fucking problem?

Don't give me the 'not looking at you' attitude for no fucking reason.

Don't go around thinking that you're better and you can exist without acknowledging the presence of others, you biatch.

you know the word, pundek? yeah, that's what you are. pundek.

YOU are only human.

YOU are nothing more than what i am.

yea, you're smarter, and skinnier, and prettier, i guess.

but you know i can flick you and you'd break into halves, you toothpick.

glad i'm not seeing your face again after this.

hopefully i'll never see your face again.

aren't we friends?

oh well, nothing for me to lose if i flip a table onto your face while you're sleeping anyway.

bitch.

Stuck

sooo.... here's the story.

i don't remember how i changed my header. so.

i'm stuck with RDJ. yeaup. and so are you. muaahahhaa.

ciao, bitches.

Re-experiencing Blogging Difficulties

I forgot how these things work.

AND WHAT IS UP WITH MY BACKGROUND. AND HEADER. IRON MEN.

IRON MEN, EVERYWHERE!

*blows off dust*

Hello, hello, blogspot! It has been 3 years since I have been on this thing. only back here because i was stalking my crush, and i don't want him to find weird things about me, then i found this.... -.- sial. Welp. A few things you should probably know about 2013 me, my english is worse. i'm on the fence about my weight i have a beautiful overly attached boyfriend whom i wish i could slap with a frozen fish, every now and then. doing some volunteer work, and i have gotten my SPM results. in short, i am happy with my results :) now i'm back here in hopes that blogging will be able to fix my english. and stuff. Here Goes Nuffin :)

Yappers Bersday Ma Nigga!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZYAN AMIN!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
I AM HONOURED TO KNOW THAT MY BIRTHDAY TEXT-WISH IS BY FAR THE BEST!
WHICH IS WHY YOU LOVE ME!
Here's my text. hehe :

HAPPY FRICKIN BIRTHDAY! May all ur wishes come true, may ur life be blessed by Allah, may we both get fawesome results for UPSR. May there be more whacko duo in 8 years, Insya Allah, maybe even more.

I love you with all my heart and only Allah SWT and my mom can come before you. You've been there through the good and the bad for me, and if it wasn't for this same day, 15 years ago, i wouldn't have experienced an awesome friend like u.

technically, credit goes to ur parents who made you sometime in december '94. not a pretty sight though. Haha.
Once again, happy birthday, darling. May you not die alone with AT LEAST 70 cats. 25 dah cukup. hahaha

I know I'm awesome, because I care.
Just shout whenever, and I'll be there.
U have my love,
u have my heart,
I hope we'll never ever ever be apart.

I love you so much, Izyan Amin. <33

Feeling Guilty

Feeling Alive
Jonas Brothers.
I am in love again.
Can't believe I went hiatus from Jonas for a while.
But I'm glad I did.
Right now, I'm super thankful for that one boring day in my life and I wanted to play the guitar so much for no reason.
I went digging for my Jonas Books.
All the scores of all 4 studio albums.
Played every song in every book.
And with every strum, a memory comes back.
Every moment of every event of every laugh of every dream.

Even by the first strum, I could stop and laugh all by myself.
Remembering all the moves in the music videos.
Singing along to their songs except for the one part where there was only Joe's voice and no other instruments.
And now that I'd grown up slightly when it comes to music,
listening to their songs and keeping track of every instrument,
i must say, nick jonas, you are a very handsome genius.

And listening to their music for ever more impeccable,
You know that last ' orgasm ' sound at the end of every word by the Jonas Brothers?
Yeah, now that I'm a fully thinking teen, it's such a turn on.
It used to be
" I'm Hot-eh" "Your cold-eh"
Now, it's Heaven to my ears
And listening to their songs, realizing how much they have grown up, along with their music, and how they want us fans to grow along with them, it's just..
HOW COULD YOU NOT LOVE THAT?

Mak, kalau menantu putih Mat Saleh tak pe eh?
At least he's not gay.

Watching Jonas season 2.
Oh, how I've missed out on a lot.
Of what?
Of their sillyness.
Joe's Smiles.
Kevin's Laughs.
Nick's Stare and his professional sentences.
Aww, I MISSED YOU GUYS!

So many memories come flying into my mind when it comes to Jonas.
Fan Fictions
Fantasies
Song Parodies
How crazy Fina & I used to get when we miss their live chats
All the live chats and their humorous comments on each other.
But most of all,
the shirtlessness

Paul Kevin II
Joseph Adam
Nicholas Jerry

I love all of you oh so dearly.
Sorry if I ever did something unfair to you angels.
All of you don't deserve it.
Even though you don't know I exist,
I STILL PROVIDE CASH FOR YOUR PAYCHECKS!!

PS: If I sold every album and DVD/CD that I have by you guys at original price?
I can buy myself my own diamond ring.
Seriously, No Joke.

But i won't.
PSS: I have one too many LVATT. Seriously, I don't remember where it came from.

I LOVE YOU ANGELS SO SO MUCH

Oh, joe, sorry to say this, but i'm kinda into your younger brother now.
A PROUD NICK CHICK!
and i will forever remain a Jonas Girl
Well, metaphorically forever.

200+ hilang

yeah. blew a lot of cash today.
bought some super cool rings.
one of them is a snake ring.
with diamonds on it.
anyways.
my day today is swell.

not tha bomb.
apart from
DAH BELI TICKET PARAMORE!!!
YEAAHAAAAHAHA BABEH!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Pagi2 dah terpacak dekat KLCC.
pergi rock corner.

" Can I have the tix for paramore? "
" Oh, belum sampai lah? Harini sampai. "
" Ohkay, thanks "

Bazir minyak kereta.
then, tuition.
science was surprisingly entertaining.
then balik,
mak kata

"oh, pergi beli malam karang lah.
lepas buka.
ayah ajak mak keluar beli minyak"

MINYAK?

" Pelita lah "

oh okay.
and as expected.
After buka she said
"Minta akak bawak lah. sakit kepala lah"
dah agak dah.
i know you too well to even place a wee bit of hope on your promises.
ceeewah.

well, whatever.
dapat beli dah pon.

Thank yous :-

THANK YOU, AKAK FOR DRICING ME THERE
THANK YOU, KAK ATHI FOR INTRODUCING ME TO PARAMORE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
THANK YOU, MAK FOR GIVING ME PERMISSION TO GO
THANK YOU, KIND MAN BEHIND THE COUNTER LAYAN-ING ME ASKING THE QUESTIONS I HAD
THANK YOU, PARAMORE
THANK YOU, AYAH FOR BELANJA-ING
THANK YOU, Allah <3

But dude, seriously?
Pasal ayah belanja?
I spent all my cash on the rings i bought.
Now my cash like, hilang?
Yeah, some goblins came and took the money.
I was like, hey!
haha. apa2 je.

Takpa, still ada duit
'Secret Stash'
:O

And the coins I've been collecting since my first ever penny.
in my giant botol susu tabung.
hmm, i wonder when I'm gonna send it to the bank.
masuk account.
or maybe just minta tukar to notes.
:D

OOOH MONEY MONEY MONEY!

Uhh. X cakap pun dengan dia harini. Stupid cuti. But kalau tak cuti pon, harini still tak sekolah kan? [sigh]

RINDU LAH KORANG SEMUA!
BILA MAU JALAN2.
WAIT, PEE AM ARE.
SUCKS.